a rien en particulier

Man, I really don't know what to do. There's this girl who gives me hints that she likes me but there are certain factors that she is currently engaged in that dissuades me from reaching a firm conclusion.

Maybe she is like a friggin' wild animal - I better not make any sudden moves or she will surely kill me.

And there's this girl, she is just too kind. When I talk to her, there are sometimes holes in the conversation filled with silence and pointless staring. Like the girl mentioned above, there are certain "cultural and behavioral" factors that dissuade me. When will I get to know someone like me?

Oh fuck I hate this monologue...