The turbulence has passed. All I can do is wait for the next one.
1:02 AM. Staring at the computer screen, trying to organize my thoughts. I'm trying not to rant off into oblivion but here it goes.
A couple of hours ago, I was in a debut of a person I barely know. A couple of hours ago I was filled with hatred of a person I can't stand. A couple of hours I laghed at them, for so shallow their minds they can't even grasp the concept of respect and the correct ettiquete. A couple of hours ago, a girl even had the most wildest idea that I liked her, stupid girl. Can't you see??? I don't have time for the love that is in your mind. Go watch some insipid chick flick and leave me alone.
1:06 AM. Still thinking of what to write.
Oh yeah. I'm trying to write a book. Actually, it's just a compilation of various literary works that I've written over the years. But it might not be ready for I have to still refine my literary technique. Still, I have not decided on my literary style so that I would be distinct on the field. But most of my written works express a lot of hate and revulsion towards what is now recognized as good. Therefore bad is sometimes good for me for it is the only thing different and independent in this society.
On other matters, life ranges from mediocre to bad. I am really being forced to endure people I dont like. I can't wade in knee deep shit and not to crinkle my nose from the smell, even if some people can like... uhmm let's not talk about him/her(?). I usually don't mingle with people because I am an antisocial freak. Actually, I like being called a weird person because it proves to me that they view me distinct and different from their herd. I'd rather be singled out than to do something that I don't like.
University life is, as usual, bland and insipid. I still can't see any reason why I should continue to study this course because I really think that I made a mistake in the selection of my course. Comerce students don't usually have time in the stimulation of the mind for they are rational. But I consider myself irrational and therefore; able to think up weird even crazy to the sacrilegious ideas. I should've taken an AB course like philo or journalism so that my mind will not stagnate.
1:20 AM uhmm... gotta drink some coffee.... I'm shivering already from caffeine deprivation.
The turbulence has passed. All I can do is to prepare for the next one.
A couple of hours ago, I was in a debut of a person I barely know. A couple of hours ago I was filled with hatred of a person I can't stand. A couple of hours I laghed at them, for so shallow their minds they can't even grasp the concept of respect and the correct ettiquete. A couple of hours ago, a girl even had the most wildest idea that I liked her, stupid girl. Can't you see??? I don't have time for the love that is in your mind. Go watch some insipid chick flick and leave me alone.
1:06 AM. Still thinking of what to write.
Oh yeah. I'm trying to write a book. Actually, it's just a compilation of various literary works that I've written over the years. But it might not be ready for I have to still refine my literary technique. Still, I have not decided on my literary style so that I would be distinct on the field. But most of my written works express a lot of hate and revulsion towards what is now recognized as good. Therefore bad is sometimes good for me for it is the only thing different and independent in this society.
On other matters, life ranges from mediocre to bad. I am really being forced to endure people I dont like. I can't wade in knee deep shit and not to crinkle my nose from the smell, even if some people can like... uhmm let's not talk about him/her(?). I usually don't mingle with people because I am an antisocial freak. Actually, I like being called a weird person because it proves to me that they view me distinct and different from their herd. I'd rather be singled out than to do something that I don't like.
University life is, as usual, bland and insipid. I still can't see any reason why I should continue to study this course because I really think that I made a mistake in the selection of my course. Comerce students don't usually have time in the stimulation of the mind for they are rational. But I consider myself irrational and therefore; able to think up weird even crazy to the sacrilegious ideas. I should've taken an AB course like philo or journalism so that my mind will not stagnate.
1:20 AM uhmm... gotta drink some coffee.... I'm shivering already from caffeine deprivation.
The turbulence has passed. All I can do is to prepare for the next one.
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