The magnitude of one's outburst is never proportional to the perceived cause

It was a close call. I almost went amok on that very simple, simple remark but it was executed with an annoying edge on his voice. "Ang nipis, sarap baliin". I should've replied "Would you like me to kindly break your neck?"

To think of it, it might pass as a simple thought spoken aloud, maybe accidentally, but he was currently under observation because of the sudden reversal of his demeanor towards me. He suddenly smiles with such sweetness that I can only conclude that he's gay. It was also followed with the opening of the lines of communication between me and another arch-enemy. I would've preferred them as my sworn enemies than some stupid people snucking up to me and trashing me behind my back. It doesn't matter anyway if they don't talk to me, their intelligence does not come up to scratch the floor of my thinking.

I was surrounded. I was wrong to think of what would become of my image. I should've not let him step on my most Regal and Sublime Personality. I was wrong to think that they could ever like someone so ugly, someone so demented, someone so troubled and someone so different. Me and their so-called "group" belong to very different planes of thought. I belong to the isolationism school of thought while they belong to the interdependency herd school of thought. One can't exist without the other. A proof of this would be that instance this morning. It went like:

Noy: San kayo magbibihis?
Guy: Ewan ko, san ba kayo magbibihis? (referring to his "group")
Me: (To noy) Tol kung ano ang gusto mong gawin, gawin mo!

Shit. One can't even think alone. If I were to include him in my Empire, I am to assign him the task of the royal dishwasher of my minions. It would be quite an act of mercy considering what I have in store for others who have inflicted unjust discrimination on my persona. You will bleed, at the time you least expect it. Idiots.