Where do I start?

1. Loss of motivation
2. Unavoidable, uhmm... circumstances
3. Alcoholism
4. Education vs very promising job opportunity
5. Relational problems with... uhm.... yeah. her.
6. Asthma and possible lung defect
7. Growing dread for the unknown
8. Degenerating ties
9. Creative exhaustion
10. A broken friendship
11. Thesis. ugh.
12. Growing apathy for the outside world

Now comes the 13th problem: from where do I start solving these?
There seems to be a cycle in these events for some seem to be correlated with each other. Unless I find the root of all these misfortunes, I will continue being the bastard that I swore that I would never become all these years. I am desperate, comments are welcome.