From Rei, to Ken-zou

Ken-zou is wrong. I didn’t lose the light that is within me, I just can’t let it shine within me in the face of the abomination that I face now. For in my new “Big Responsibility”, as Ken-zou’s friend aptly called it, any sign of weakness will be criticized for many eyes are on me as I perform my responsibility. Some of my colleagues might and will find it cute to act weak and trigger the male population’s macho instincts and thus; making them fall to their spell and taking advantage of the males but I find such tactics despicable. I am sorry but Ken-zou, I will have to hide that light which you hold dear in your heart.

But you are slowly becoming your old self Ken-zou. That detached manner on which you speak, that frown and the emotionless way you look at me and almost everybody. What is happening to you? You don’t even talk to me like the old times. What has happened Ken-zou? -Rei

There's nothing like being stuck between two parties which have no desire to talk to each other. By the way, this big responsibility that everybody's talking about - I have given up on it. Nothing will change. It even might get worse as I don't trust "them". haha. (as usual, ken-zou and rei's names have been replaced to protect their privacy.)